ed’s are not glamours
this morning i woke up at 6am with stabbing pains in my stomach. i went to the bathroom and had horrible diarrhoea. i then needed to vomit. my vision was completely blurred. i had to make my way to the kitchen. then crawl and get myself some water. i was walking down my hall wall and had to yell for my mum to help me. i collapsed. the cup with my water smashed my mouth and i now have a cut and nearly broke my tooth. i wasn’t able to get up. it took all my strength to get back to bed. the hot flushes and coldness comes and goes. and this is just one day in my life. this is anorexia. and this. this should not be glamourised. and this should not be someone’s goal. so please. if ur reading this while going through tumblr looking for inspo. stop now. it’s NOT worth the pain baby. save yourself. eat healthy. exercise in moderation. nurioush ur body. don’t tear it down.
