Think about it

(For me)

You feel so heavy when you eat. And guilty. And you feel shame. It gives you anxiety, makes you cry and feel like a horrible disgusting failure. So why do you do it? Is it because you don’t want to miss out on the taste? Because you love food?

Food doesn’t love you back. Look at what it does to you. You can barely fit into your new pants you got a few months ago. They fit before, but not now. I mean sure, you can get them up and button them, but you can feel how tight they are around your hips and gut. You can feel that they won’t pull up as high as they used to. Tight around the thighs. Theyre even tight enough to keep falling down, because you’ve packed too much fat into them, they won’t stay up.

You can feel it as you walk. You’re starting to chafe again. That wasn’t happening before. You can feel how much more you sweat now too. And the amount of effort it takes to go up stairs.

Just be light. You could be one of those pretty skinny girls who live off coffee, tea and 0 cal drinks. Please please get back on track and stop eating so much. Skinny is all you have ever wanted through out your whole entire life, you’ve never once had it, never got to experience the feeling of being thin. Ever. Why do you sabotage yourself? Just for the taste of something? Is it really worth it?