EDs are weird bc you only hate yourself and want everyone else to be healthy and happy with their body but sometimes you get these really mean judgemental thoughts like this one time a friend told me she had to eat every 2 hours and when I asked her why, she said her metabolism was too fast
So I immediately thought “if your metabolism is fast then why are you so fat?” Instead I just told her to always have a snack on hand so she doesn’t pass out or something
That was 2017 and I still feel horrible about it, even if I didn’t say it
