Disappearing
I few days ago I received the biggest piece of motivation I have ever gotten. All I was doing was going to the kitchen, to get another cup of coffee, wearing a tank top and sweat pants. It was just an ordinary day, ordinary morning, nothing special. My mom simply looks at me and says “where’s the rest of you…you’re so skinny” as well as “you look like you’re disappearing”.. she doesn’t know I have any issues with eating, she’s completely oblivious, and yet she is still part of it all, encouraging it even. If I’m just starting to look like I’m disappearing, I need to keep going. I’m getting closer.

