Imagine this🍂

You wake up slowly, eyes fluttering away the sleepiness as your white ceiling comes into focus. The blankets feel heavy on your tiny body as you push them aside, stretching your thin long arms high above you.

Your dainty feet lightly touch the smooth cold floor and you step lightly out of bed. The floor doesn’t make a sound as you drift lightly across it over to your mirror. A small smile graces your pink lips. For the first time in your life, you love the reflection you see.

You turn your head to the left and right, admiring your sharp jawline and angled cheekbones. You lift your night shirt up. Your stomach is concave and you can count each one of your ribs. Even in your billowing pajama pants that are too big and barely hang onto your tiny frame your thighs are miles apart.

You twirl around a time or two, unable to take your eyes off yourself. You breezily head to the kitchen, walking on air. As you let your coffee begin to brew, the warm rich scent of it fills your entire body. The emptiness you’ve come to love feels like feathers inside you. You take your freshly brewed coffee and sit by your favourite window. The warm sunshine streams in and highlights every shadow and sharp angle on your perfect body and face. You take a sip of your coffee, letting its essence warm you from the inside out.

This is what perfection feels like.