I’m sorry you’re here, I’m sorry you had to read this, I’m sorry you’re doing this to yourself, I’m sorry that girl called you fat in year 6, or your dad told you you needed to lose weight when you were 10, I’m sorry you felt their stares like knifes in your back, or you cried in the toilets alone at lunch, I’m sorry you had to deal with that shit you haven’t told anyone about, or you’re still affected by the trauma no one else understands, I’m sorry you feel lonely, or empty inside, Im sorry you stay awake all night, or spend the day waiting for it to end, I’m sorry your life didn’t turn out as planned, or you feel it’s not worth living anymore. If there’s one thing my abuser did, it was make me say sorry for shit I didn’t do, I know I didn’t do any of these things to you, but I’m just so fucking sorry.
